I'm a questioning muslim

Hello! Im a teenager living in a really religous household where God is always the superior topic to anything else, I've told my mom that I'm an atheist but seeing her so sad makes me feel bad, so I still have this little belief in me but I just need to hear other people's stories so I know I'm not alone. I would really appreciate if people could give their view on Islam. Sorry for wasting time and have a great day/night!!