I had really bad reaction to psilocybin therapy… Wondering if MDMA can help settle it

I had MDMA therapy in April and it went really well. I was unfortunately in a very abusive relationship… I thought I needed to fix myself so I did psilocybin therapy in June. Long story short I was in a fragile place and I took too much… Ever since then every morning is absolute terror and I have frequent panic attacks and intrusive thoughts. it has been a constant nightmare and I am about nine months out… I know this is a rare reaction. I don’t even regret it because it did help me to leave the relationship, but it has been very troubling to navigate. I’m at a loss for a way forward intuitively I feel like MDMA therapy could help settle things… I think pushing myself through the trauma triggered CPTSD I’m hoping MDMA could help, but I’m also worried about making it worse if my serotonin is so fragile….. i’ve also looked into TMS, but I don’t like that it can have negative side effects and doesn’t last very long. I’m really hoping to not go back on medication because I’ve been off for about two years and was doing just fine without it before the psilocybin therapy… I do a lot of therapy. I have done EMDR and somatic work. I am constantly doing hikes and yoga. I am doing all that I can but the morning panic and a random panic attacks don’t seem to subside. I had never experienced anything like this before the psilocybin therapy. I feel like MDMA therapy is pretty subtle and not a large dose. I however don’t want to make anything worse would love everyone’s feedback. There isn’t a lot of research out there about the negative effects, but there is some here is one study that I found. I relate to a lot of what the participants are talking about. https://pmc.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/articles/PMC10597511/